Dear Stephen,
I have been reading your blog and my question is.. How does one know if they are gifted or like you said "just wish to be". I have studied, been to Stanstead and frequently told I was gifted.. yet I don't feel as though this is correct, I have given messages that have been correct but nothing compared to the amazing abilities of others, I dont want to sit and waste a gift that may or may not have been given and yet I believe to a certain extent many of us are highly intuitive and there are those such as yourself that are truely gifted and bring the gift of mediumship to life.